It's really not a matter of anger, but I have made this observation before
(not to this list) and have been castigated for it, almost always by people
who think it is a personal attack and misinterpret what I am trying to say
beyond belief. I don't mind being beaten on, but at least beat me up for
what I say, not what I didn't say.
One of these days, I may get bold enough to post some of my stuff. Don't
hold your breath, my music is aimed at a very small audience. Me. I don't
expect anybody else to like it, I don't even care. I don't pretend to be a
great composer, I don't think that I suck, either. Maybe at some point I'll
write something that I see more merit than flaw in and I'll be so excited
I'll be sending it to everyone I can. I doubt it.
I think part of my problem is that I only want to write music so powerful as
to be utterly transcendent. I'm not sure that is even possible, but
occasionally I hear music that has such near compositional and arrangement
perfection as I think is possible, and then I return to the real world with
so much horrible music, amateurishly written, clumsily arranged, and wonder
why so many people are so forgiving and are satisfied with the same droning
pap recycled by countless new faces.
However, thanks for the kind words. And to anyone who still doesn't get it,
it isn't about YOUR music, it's about bad music that might even come from
people who later write great music. I just don't want to see the crayon
musings of a four-year old, I want to see his grown up work as a Da Vinci.
----- Original Message -----
From: <FDoddy@...>
To: ""jonesalley"" <jonesalley@...>
Sent: Friday, November 12, 2004 2:58 PM
Subject: Re: [Mellotronists] yes, another rebuttal
> WOW!
> Sorry Ignacio made you so pissed off. You make great points and if your
> music composition is half as good as your prose, I imagine I'd love it.
> Keep the dream alive.
>
>
> All the best,
> fritz
>