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Hi Guys
Many thanks for your wishes. I think as musicians we have a special believe and wish to collect such
positive energy you wrote to me. The reason i made music was to show other ones this energy. But my mistake was to make music professional. Finally to get aware that i cant earn the money necessary for a whole life (Now I am 50 years old,started with 14 ) At the end i had to make jobs that have to do younger ones or DJ (Fasching, Big Karneval ) Tomorrow i am in Heidelberg and they will try to detect what kind of cancer has destroyed my backbone.Certainly its located in the lung.
Heidelberg ist very professional and there are chances. My body is far away from giving up and i will follow him. Negtive energy everyone has to collect unfortunately collect during live too must not be the winner in any case.
That wasnt the last upload :-) Cant be shure but i am full of hope.
Today i woke up with horrible pain. Couldnt sit and stand any more.Now its late and i can even write you with a laptop. And ordered an emegency car for tomorrow (130 EUR) instead my sister doing this job. Dont have to drive in sitting postition. There are always solutions.
best regards richy

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