[sdiy] An apology

[Roman Sowa]

I'm happy you feel better now and sounds like you're back in control of 
your life. Falling into depression path is so easy, but not many go back 
from there, so good luck!
Frankly I cannot recall anything bad from you. Or maybe it was nothing 
worth remembering.

Roman

W dniu 2017-05-03 o 18:01, Tim Ressel pisze:
> Hello friends,
>
> I say friends knowing I may not have many left. I have been out of it
> for many months now, during that time I have treated some folks very
> badly. I am so very sorry for my behavior and hope that I can earn their
> forgiveness. At the very least I can make them whole, and that is what I
> am endeavoring to do now.
>
> You may be wondering what happened to me. I had emergency surgery last
> year to remove a pesky organ that up and died. After that I got addicted
> to the pain meds. After kicking that addiction I fell into the bottle.
> Alcohol helped me sleep, as my joints all ached after the pain med
> episode. So I got help to kick the alcohol. Those two things (I guess),
> plus generally poor outlook and a Portland winter, led to a big bout of
> depression, which I am being treated for. Meanwhile, life without a gall
> bladder is not the cake walk they promised. I continue to have, um,
> episodes.
>
> This is not offered as an excuse. I do not seek sympathy or a free pass.
> I just thought telling my story would help folks understand. I did not
> abuse people out of spite or malice.
>
> That being said, Circuit Abbey is still alive. I am in the middle of
> raising funds to re-run products to fill orders, and shortly with a
> little luck release some new stuff.
>
> To the people I have wronged: Please accept my apologies and please be
> patient a little longer. I will get to you soon.
> Life is a funny thing. To quote Auntie, " But how the world turns. One
> day, cock of the walk. Next, a feather duster". I am trying to find the
> strength to rise above it and get back to having fun and making modules.
>
> --Tim
>
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